Beautiful Imperfections 9
Hello my Lovelies!!!! I am sorry about my absence for two days. I had a little WiFi problem but it is all good now. I hope you all are having a wonderful day? Today is my lecture free day but still got a ton of work to get down. Sad me!!! Anyway the story continues. I really hope you guys enjoy it. As always do remember to comment and let me know what’s up. It would be appreciated.
“Elena and I were involved in an affair before you and I started dating. She envied how happy we were and that I had proposed to you so she came back and started attempting to seduce me. I had no clue that she had found a way to roll with your clique of friends till the day you innocently introduced her to me. I was so surprised and annoyed at the same time but I could not do much. On a certain day, you were on one of your trips and I was drunk. I was bored and had drank to that state and obviously I was not expecting no visitors. She must have known you were not around because all of a sudden she appeared and took advantage of my state. In the morning when I regained my senses and demanded to know why she was in my house, on my bed and not properly dressed she simply got up and played a recording. She had it recorded. I felt powerless. I felt like the fallen Goliath. She threatened to show it to you if I did not give her what she wanted. Judging by everything you would know she wanted an affair again. I did not want to hurt you like that but I thought that clip would hurt you more”.
“I could not think of how to explain it to you. So again we began an affair. When you returned you were so adorable and I could not help but feel guilty. I did not want to lose you but I felt way below what you deserved. I started maltreating you. I did this hoping you would walk out of my life but instead you showed me love. The day you caught us I thought it would be over but no it wasn’t. You hurt but you let go. You were too understanding, too caring, too loving. You refused to leave me, you believed in us so much. Wedding date drew closer and closer and closer and I was dying inside. You kept glowing and remaining happy. On that day, I could not do it. Two days before our wedding, she brought me a pregnancy test result. I took her for a random one and it was positive. I was doomed, we were doomed”.
“The morning of our wedding I got to your house and saw you glowing in all white. Then you went on and on about how it was bad luck to see you in that state. I did not care. I was bad luck to you already. There was no easy way out. I had to toughen up and as cruelly as I could I ended it. I watched you fall, I watched you cry and my heart bled. I had to end it. You asked me why and I lied I was in love with Elena. I never was. I walked out on you that day and I have never loved again. Yeah you must have heard that I got married to her. It was the right thing to do. Sadly she was involved in a terrible accident which took my most beloved assest, my daughter, Genesis. I saw it as a well deserved punishment. I have not remarried but I have lived with the pain,” he concluded with tears in his eyes.
He had succeeded in making her cry as well. The day was too vivid in her head. She had been dumped on their wedding day. It was a day she would never forget. She had heard about his wedding and had walked blindly into marrying Ralph. It was everything short of what she imagined her marriage would be. She had been depressed. The divorce was her saving grace yet it tore her apart. For someone as passionate as she is she couldn’t believe her faith. Made was the only man she had ever loved. She had sacrificed too much for him and she had hurt a lot afterwards. She believed him. Every single thing he just said she believed. A part of her still loved him she figured and the other half hated him the more. She got up from her chair and wiping her tears, she began to pace. All he did was bend his head.
Finally she stopped and at the halt of her heels, he lifted his head. Every inch of his handsome face displayed pain and she wished everything had not happened, that they hadn’t met. “Made,” she began slowly walking towards him. “I guess I forgave you a long time ago but could not let go. I believe everything you have said and thank you for explaining. Maybe now I will be able to fully let go”, she said in the sweetest tone as she touched his face. He held onto her hand and kissed it. She smiled at him. “For emphasis I have never loved another woman but you. Rachel do you think you can give us a second chance?” he asked with so much emotion and she felt it. She slipped her hand out of his hold and stood up from the table. She walked round back to her seat and sat down. “Made, it’s too quick. I am trying to remodel my life after my divorce. I need time, lots of it,” she explained. “You can have all the time you need. I will always be here”, he supplied. She began to cry and he got up and went to her.
Slowly he made her stand, he wiped her tears away and looked into her eyes for a while. Her eyes had a way of telling you what her mouth did not. He saw and understood the pain. His mouth found hers and he kissed her. At first she jerked then slowly she allowed him and reciprocated wrapping her hands round his neck. Slowly they parted lips and he whispered, “I love you. I always have and always will. Remember that”. With that he turned away and without a single word he left. She covered her eyes with her hands and dropped into her chair. She cried for a while till she was drained. Too drained to even think or work. She was not even interested in the list she had for Micheal anymore. Nothing mattered anymore.
Immediately Micheal got to work he had had Rachel’s car delivered to her office. Almost immediately he used the cheque to instruct the transfer of all of Janel’s money into his account before he lost it again. He also filed his mother’s will properly. Now he was at peace. Oh no he was not he had not found the ring. He was this close to remembering to request for the camera tapes when Rachel’s face flashed. He couldn’t help but wonder if she was fine. He knew there was something completely twisted between her and Made. Do they think he had been fooled? Well he hadn’t and he wanted to know what. She hadn’t even called all day. He flipped through his schedule and figured he was free enough to go out for a while. He picked up his keys and heading out smiling at Donna on his way out.
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